Pinnacle

There are five stars arising, out of the stormy sea
Each is a lamp to guide our way; a lamp for all to see
Reach out for the stars above, savour freedom, truth and love
There are five stars arising, out of the stormy sea

There's a new flag arising, out of the stormy sea
Crimson as the blood of all mankind, yet white and pure and free
Reach out for the flag above, savour freedom, truth and love
There's a new flag arising, happy and proud are we

Standing at the roof top of the 50th storeys high HDB flat, I feel the success of my country. PSA, commercial buildings, Esplanade, high rise... I am proud.

But at the same time, I wonder why Singapore can be so successful but as her citizen, I failed. Does the country actually bother if her citizen is successful or not? Is the country only bother with how she outshines the neighbourhood and stand out differently in the eyes of the First World Countries?

Paintball

Go-kart is not interesting... from the point of view of a very serious, careful driver. It is stressful!

Paintball is interesting, but no one play strategy.... ended up everyone playing defensive. I try to be different, but I died fast. Same as reality, I work hard to be an outstanding employee, but I died fast under the China empire. When can I take my last breathe of humiliation? When would I be out of the company?

 

Life is bitter, pessimistic, painful, suffocating, depress, low morale, unfair, hopeless...